Also, having paranoia b/c H took cordless phone outside w/him last night for a long time. He never uses the cordless, but his cell-which i get the bill for. Ugg
So, what kind of plan can I have being sep.? I try to come home after him. Should I ALWAYS do that?
He threw my note away about using the truk.
I told his mom that I was doing well. I am kinda-I'm really happy, yet really scared! I keep having shoulda coulda woulda thoughts. But, then I keep hearing in my head, "I'll change if you change. It's all HER problem." Am I really that bad??? Am I stupid? Am I a fool?
Alright, enough of this. Thanks again. Just blowing off steam. Thoughts are greatly welcomed. karen
