I am reminding myself this instant that I am a great mom.
I actually do not have a lot of bad things in my life, except living with my parents. And to be honest in the area I live in, most singles in their 30s with full time professional jobs and no kids live with their parents here. It is that unaffordable. Then they leave to move to a more affordable area. It's our main export...educated youth.
I think this is just a down swing for me. The legal divorce process has started. My first court conference is coming up, it's winter and I'm probably Vit D deficient, I broke my ankle and lost my major stress outlet which was running. I am in process of Learning about a new diagnosis and fighting for services. And now I'm getting a cold. It's a lot!
And I just have to get through it one day at a time. Spring will be better. I just have to get through the next 2 months.
My goal is to get back into my exercise routine. I feel great and I have more confidence about myself when i exercise. So it's a must I have to fit in. I think tomorrow might be the day.
I actually felt better about myself last spring and summer then I am right now. So I know that lack of exercise and winter is playing a role. Right now I feel old and out of shape and unattractive. I have to change that mindset.
