She moved out, filed, but I'm still working Pt. 5

[SBJ]

Please hit me with the 2x4's quickly and put me out of my misery.

Day was going well, but unfortunately when the W texted and complained about money she is spending on her attorney I responded. I told her that we could focus on us instead of money. I guess I knew that wouldn't work as I have. Read countless times about it, but the hopeless romantic in me came out too fast.

Her response was kind of like gas lighting...saying that I just don't see it yet, but that "we" will both be much happier, that I deserve someone that will love me how I need to be loved, that she loves me just not the way a wife needs to love a husband for a successful M....again, they were all words they have all said before. Saying we will always be family, just with a different dynamic. She said that in time I will truly agree with her. That I just don't see it yet. And one day I will see what we were missing.

Basically saying that I need to move on and push the D thru. I should've never sent it I know, but I did. Now to finish my few D papers. Stinks because this could be totally done by her bday in April. What a gift. Here, you failed at your M...Happy Birthday!!! Sorry that this is laced with anger, sarcasm and bitterness. I need to detach completely.