I'm so scared of what I have done. I did it in the heat of the moment, and I was pissed that he lied.
I talked to MIL today. She had lunch w/h and told me some of their convo. He's been thinking about D for about 6 months. He thinks that it is all me that is causing the problems in our R. Well, how about most? God, this sucks!
He's in the living room and we're not even saying hello to each other. The note that I left is gone w/no response. So, I guess that's a no.
I wrote MIL and told her that I didn't want to talk about the sit. w/her anymore. That words can be misconstrued and it's not fair to him or her. He is her son and he should feel confident that he can talk to her without her telling me everything that he said.
I feel like going into the living room and begging for another chance. I want this to work. dammit!
