I still check on you and think about you! I am proud of you--even under such difficult circumstances, you continue to look and move forward. You are taking care of yourself and babies. That's all you can do, right? I love what Sara wrote above. You will not underestimate your inner strength after this. This may be the hardest obstacle you have in life, but you can be assured you will come out on top and be stronger than ever before.
In terms of WH and his yo-yoing, well that doesn't surprise me one bit. He's still in a fog and most likely feeling very low about himself. Here you are, this beautiful wife, expecting his baby and holding your head up high, and there he is, a fool that's trying to justify giving it all up. This is why DB says to be someone only a fool would leave; don't give him any reasons to blame you. Keep rising up!
Your are an example of how looonnngggg this process can take. Success cannot be measured in days, but only in weeks, months and years. You are slowly moving towards detachment and that is success. You are going to have a beautiful life with or without him!
Please keep us posted as baby comes! XOXO (((Cherry)))
Blu
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela
