Maybe She Isn't Evil

[RDS]

I suppose it doesn't matter about how you communicated with her in the past, but more about how you communicate with her now is the key.

That is one thing that is so sad with my sitch. We get along great now as long as we don't talk about money or our R. We talk about everything else under the sun and we generally have a good time. We've talked about stuff we stopped talking about years ago that intimate people normally do. I think she is just at ease now that she isn't with me and isn't afraid of things I will say to her. I want to bash my head into a wall because it took her leaving me to see what an ass I became and knowing I know I can make her happy again but the bridge has probably been burned.