After all you been through (been reading your older posts) then does looking back cause any sadness/pain for you at all? Obviously, I would say no otherwise you would have gotten rid of them right?
Good question. Honestly, there are times when it does and times when it doesn't. Still, her ghost lingers. There are things that will trigger sadness/pain. I guess they will always be there. I do miss my wife. But at the same time, I realize what her past did to her. She was the victim of a most f***ed childhood. And knowing that doesn't bring any hate/anger into me, except when it affects the kids.
I can't bring myself to throw the things away. Even the anniversary/valentines cards/etc. Everything is in a box, sealed. Maybe its a mental block. I don't know.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
