Cherry. Getting on with a few bumps

[Cherry]

Thanks Sara. You're right, I'm sure I will look back and be proud of myself. Right now I'm just kinda nervous that any day soon, I will have a baby to take care of as well and my emotions are all over the place.

I've just finished work, and am now beyond exhausted. Been busy trying to get all the last things. Had plenty of up and down behaviour from wh the last few weeks. A few weeks of friendly chat, him showing an interest in the pregnancy and what he can do to help me. I even had him tell me that he has been thinking about the M and wether he did the right thing, and would anyone care and love him like I did. Then a few days later, straight out ignoring me again and back to not even being able to look at me.

Somewhat confusing, I try to not let it bother me and I just continue on the way I have. I just know I still have some conflicting thoughts in my mind, as to wether I could ever trust him and go back to that, or wether this could be worked out. I know that hormones are very likely to be playing a part in all this