Same Sitch. New Approach. Motivated. Feeling Good.

[PsySara]

Hey Chris,
I also experienced the desire to rush in the beginning. With me I would sabotage by demanding shows of remorse when WH was still deciding if he wanted to even be IN our marriage. I think I had at least three false starts before I started getting it right. Like you, I would go over my notes and pay attention to the dates and marvel how it felt like forever and would only be weeks.

This is a marathon, brother. Make sure you talk to your friends, spend sometime just yapping about whatever is your zen. You need these moments to replenish your batteries, this is not a sport for the meek. But the good news is, it's largely successful if you have the endurance and the strength to build yourself into a better person.