It just dawned on me that I have not seen my wife since Nov 12… Crazy. it’s been 3 months yesterday. We haven’t had a solid conversation other than “business” and her telling me I cannot see my D. I haven’t seen my D since Nov 05 at her soccer game. I am Fbook friends with a few of my D’s neighborhood friends. There’s 3 other girls age 11/12 (My D is the youngest at 10) And a few boys, they all live within 3 blocks of our home. They always hung out together. We (my w and I) drove them to places, the reason I was so into this was because My mother drove my friends and I everywhere. It helps to know the kids your child is around & I don’t trust anyone else to get my D from point A to point B. I really enjoyed it, a bunch of 11 year olds are a riot. At any rate, one of the girls went “live” on Facebook. I clicked to watch, hoping to catch my D there, the friend said “hi cheesyt” I waited till realized D was not there and I clicked out. Was hoping to see my D. but then after I thought if my W caught wind of this she would surely call me out and find a reason why this isn’t ok and would ultimately create issues. I was pretty certain W would reach out today, just feels as though she never quite makes it 2 weeks without reaching out for some reason. Two weeks is thursday. I was wrong.
At the same time, I’m getting more and more used to the thought of Filing for D. I have told myself that I will file at the year. The year is quickly approaching. I have filled out a couple of the pages. I have everything I need. I am mentally preparing. And emotionally. I feel ok with this decision, but I know this can change at the drop of a hat.
