Told our kids tonight. The older one took it ok. The younger one is taking it really hard.
I imagine a sledgehammer to my head, and me just disappearing.
I regret everything. I regret ever getting married to my wife.
Took my ring off. I will box up everything tomorrow.
That's how i feel too fg your not alone my friend,
Me 56 w52 M30 years 4x adult kids W dad died/11 W wanted d 03/12 In-house sep 03/12 D 2014 I pushed W Left on 02/16 I pushed Pa on 07/16 Nc after 07/16 W Cakeating 15to16 Me doormat 12to16 Limbo 12to16
