So the weekend went well. Just kinda been trying to be happy and uninterested at the same time. We did family night at the movies and all went well. John Wick 2 is excellent. We were supposed to go out Saturday night with her cousin and some friends. I was not looking forward to this as this would've put us in a kind of date situation. When it was first brought up last weekend by her cousin I immeadiately said, "If W wants to go I'll stay behind and watch their S (he's a baby and our soon to be Godson)". I think my W remembered my reluctance at the idea of going to this thing becaus while we were at he movies she suggested we both stay home and watch their baby. We did and I've got say I think we had a better time doing that then we would have if we'd gone out. She was calling me Babe all night. Being cordial at times but at other times she would be overly nice. We even had some laughs, like we did before all this crap. We went to bed, with the baby between us. It was remiscent of how we slept with our children. It was a good feeling. The next morning, today, we woke up and started having conversations with her cousin and his wife about the night before. They stayed the night. It was a fun morning, full of laughter. As she passes me by our kitchen counter she runs her hand across my abdomen and ends up touching my arm and her hand goes all the way down to my hand, I grabbed her finger with my fingers and she left it there for a second before I let go. This may not seem like much but it was the most touching I think we've done since she BD. As the morning progressed we got to talking about visiting home. She said she wants to go with me to Fiesta, in Texas. I'm not sure if y'all remember me mentioning that I had expressed , to her surprise, that I was planning on flying back for this event. For her to want to come with me is a big deal. I was totally taken aback by this, BUT I DIDNT SHOW IT! Anyway, it was a very quick short statement, I was careful not to ask questions or comment. I just," oh..ok cool". This will be a big week for us. This will be happening in April. We'll be getting a hotel for the stay. We all had breakfast, and some mimosas (her cousin and wife needed a little hair of the dog) I had some work to do so I went down to the garage for a few hours. She worked On the bills and her cousin slept off his hangover. When I came up I told my D and her little cousin to get ready to go swwimmimg at the gym. My W was gonna go get a massage, I had known this already. Before she left she came to give me a kiss goodbye, something she's been doing lately. It was a good weekend I must say. Hope it lasts.. Hope i last. AK8
