Told our kids tonight. The older one took it ok. The younger one is taking it really hard.

I imagine a sledgehammer to my head, and me just disappearing.

I regret everything. I regret ever getting married to my wife.

Took my ring off. I will box up everything tomorrow.


Me: 50, MLC/WW 45
Young kids
Nov 2015: BD1
Apr 2016: BD2
Jan 2017: W filed
Feb 2017: D final