GRRRR... I attempted to init. last night, but it didn't take off. He was really hot and tired from bike riding. Once again...tired. Seems like he is always tired for one reason or other. When is he not? When he goes out with his friends! I don't know if it's the mental anguish from our r...I know his job is taxing, but he only works 4 days a week! (about 35 hours.)
Do you really think I need to quit initiating all together? Seems like I feel worse if I feel like he is not into it, etc. I really hate this. I'm doubting that things will ever get better and whether or not he is the one for me. Do you think it will ever change? I know I am not being patient. I just get so anxious and angry all wrapped up in one.
I am going to a going away party after work for a little while. H may find something else to do if I want to stay there v. long. ?? Tomorrow we're going to a nice bar to see a really good band. We were talking about inviting other ppl, but some of my friends can't go and as far as I know, he has not contacted anyone about going.
last night, but it didn't take off. 
He was really hot and tired from bike riding. Once again...tired. Seems like he is always tired for one reason or other. When is he not? When he goes out with his friends! I don't know if it's the mental anguish from our r...I know his job is taxing, but he only works 4 days a week! (about 35 hours.) 
