where to begin or end? #2

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I get that my mom and lawyer are correct, but my goal isnt to have the most advantage in a divorce. And since nothing was filed earlier i cant undo certain things shes done with the kids and OM.

I have no intentions of sending her anything for Vday Evil minnie me wanted to just put something on fb not to profess love but more as sarcasm, especially since she has been very silent with nearly everyone regarding her affair. i know its not right and i probably wont, but one can ponder.

Every day i wonder why this is happening to me/us. Not sure what i did to upset karma but i think ive suffered plenty for any of my sins. I dont deserve this, my kids dont deserve this, nobody deserves this. Some sitches have the waffling back n forth, that would come as a temporary relief to me. Not once has my wife seemed to look back.