Quote: Jump up and down, spin around three times, run up and down a hundred steps and then take a nap. When you wake up you’ll have hope, faith, trust and religion. Uh, NOPE!
Why didn't you tell me that that doesn't work BEFORE I tried it 6 times???
I've read lots of spiritual books, go to church on occasion, talk to others about God. I was reading "Lies Women Believe," and I need to get back to it. Kind of a bible study on how the devil messes with our minds. I waiver so much in whether or not I believe the whole story is true about God. But, it wouldn't hurt anything to believe it!! I used to know for sure that he was there, but I guess, I feel like He has forsaken me, though, I know He really doesn't do that!!
I just haven't been able to figure out why He would let me live with such pain. But, then again, he only gives us what we can handle and gives us stuff to teach us lessons.
I just talked to H on the phone about what we are doing tonight. He mentioned going to a bike store up here, so I told him to let me know if that's what he wanted to do. He seemed somewhat cold and distance. I just fear that he really doesn't like me. So, I just Bob Barkered him and ended the call. He was also mowing the lawn w/a push mower b/c our riding mower is broken. So, maybe he was just unhappy about that.
