Hey K, I emailed you my 2 cents but I have to say these ladies said pretty much what I did, tho more eloquently! You will be okay, because I feel like once you are tired of the headache from butting your head against a brick wall...you will finally do what you know you CAN do...SUCCEED!!! LOL. You have a good man there...cut him some slack. Cut yourself some slack!!! It's excruciatingly hard, but it will be well worth it. Take care. God bless! Debi
