Take good care of you, sleep is important. I agree our journeys are parallel, I am just a few months ahead, reading your story is making me look back at my own story.
I am doing quite well right now in comparison of the craziness of those past 3 years, I feel an internal peace, it's quite difficult to describe. I have been able to stop those resentment thoughts, I still do think from time to time about what happened but my mind doesn't stay on it and move on on something else.
Will our piecing be successful and can I live with somebody who betrayed and lied to me so many times? I truly don't know but strangely it doesn't affect me that much, may be because I know I can be OK without him.
They have their journey we have ours. We changed so much.
Me 52+ WH 57+ Married 20 + Piecing since 2016 (ready to give up...)