Things are ok over here. H is sick. Last night made din. and watched tv.
++ H did a bunch of laundry and dishes yesterday on his day off. H put some more money down on our bicycles. I didn't make any crazy.
So, I'm really making an effort not to crazy-make, however, I was thinking on the way to work. I feel kind of blase' and so what I came up with is that I don't feel "close" to h if there is not some kind of stimulus going on. I think that feeling emotionless means having no emotions, even though I know that that's not true.