Well these days are far and few between now. But getting hit with an emotional low on this roller coaster. Just thoughts of the past and an overwhelming urge to have my past back. I can fight it off for a bit by remembering all the horrible things she did to me within the last year. But the feelings of wanting her back as (I thought it) was keep creeping in. Being a single dad, and not sharing the household duties with someone is taking its toll on me today. Very busy at work and the home stuff is on the back burner, its overwhelming at best. I remember once I was making dinner but had some questions, she reacted with "I just don't need this in my life right now" I was trying to help and she dismissed me as a pain in her a$$. She was downright mean to me, and admitted it towards the end.
M 21 years XW 43yo, me 41 yo S13 BD March 2016 - she asked me to patient... End of June - I started the D process. D final 2/23/17 "He who forgets will be destined to remember" Eddie Vedder
