WAW had an affair - hurt and confused

[Gordie]

That's a great list of things you want to improve about yourself. Keep reflecting and being open to what God/the universe/life has to show you. I can tell you my eyes keep opening to new things about myself that I didn't see before--things I wished weren't there to see in the first place--but alas, better that I see them now than continue to be blind to them. One month from now you will see new things, two months even more, etc.