Hi Slowly, Thanks for coming over! I'll go back to your thread later.
I just need to get some things out right now/off my chest.
Weekend was ok. Friday night turned out decent. Sat. went for bike ride then out separately. Sunday we had bfast, and I went to ball game w/my doggie since it was pet day! Got back together w/hubby and had din, watched tv. I was falling asleep before 9. Think I am getting sick.
I was/am having a really hard time. I wanted to open my mouth so bad. H is acting really blah/depressed??? Or is it my imagination? Or is it me? He's not talking much and I'm taking it very personally. I wanted to crazy-make so bad b/c I feel like I want attn. so bad. Last night I think he was trying to joke around and tease me and stuff (facetiously), but it just wasn't funny to me and I ended up asking if he was crabby. He said no. I just wanted some niceties, but he seemed like he was "in his head." I don't know if it's b/c of the weather, his mom, his back, who knows-could be a million reasons.
I just feel like we clash a lot of the time. Like, I want to tell him something I think is funny, but he's not interested. I want some mush and gush, but have to "wait" for it. Then I think I am sick of waiting and start getting mad at him, forgetting that it is me that keeps pushing HIM away!!
help!! I'm afraid I'm going to blow and I'm having a hard time acting as if!!! karen812
