Try Not to Think Too Far Ahead

[Gordie]

I think about he sickness and death thing too. On the one hand, it would be harder, but on the other hand easier, because it wouldn't be a conscious act of free will to betray and abandon the family. That stings differently. I guess that shy they say death of a spouse and D are the two biggest stressors one may experience in life. In both, you are losing what you love the most.