Hi Cindy,
Yes, I have a hard time believing that God really love me and that if I let Him, He will take care of me. I've been working much harder at letting go and letting God as far as making demands on H.

Hi Debi!
My head is doing better. The migraines have to do with my cycle, and stress. Seems that when I am away from work, they are lessened tremendously!!!

Still busy! Climbed Mon & Wed, cooked dinner and watched movie w/h on Tues., went cycling with the club on thurs, out to din w/h on fri, on a group ride sat. (18 mi.), then out w/another couple sat. night., out w/his 'rents for brunch sunday, then we were lazy.

**Our communication is getting much better. I am trying to de-personalize and just be more matter-of-fact and not get so emotional about stuff. He's been good at validating and being more compassionate.

We talked a little about flirting/sexual stuff. He made some good points. Like if I bring up sex earlier in the evening, he feels like it HAS to happen later or I'll be upset (this is true), so he feels pressured. He would like for it to be more spontaneous and "just happen." I told him I'd like more spontaneity too, like mid afternoon or whatever, not like it only has to be 10:30 at night.

Now I am having trouble b/c I am noticing how much he doesn't talk back when I talk to him. If I tell him about our friends, or something that happened at the park w/my dogs, or whatever, he just says, "hmm." and that's it. So, I know I need to continue to act as if, and pray about this. I know if I start demanding that he talk, that he'll talk less!!

I feel somewhat taken for granted too b/c he is not saying ily or complimenting me or saying he appreciates me much. I'm sure it will come with time, so I just have to WAIT!

I also must remember what I heard from the Holy Spirit: That h will not give me these things until I don't NEED them.

Thanks for stopping by!
karen