WH is going on holiday with OW on Saturday. For four days. They will be spending Valentine's together.
Since my last post I have not made any overtures to him. Mentally I am not detached, still thinking of him 100% of the time, but I don't contact him unless in response to a message he sends me, always about our son.
On the advice of a friend who's been through this, I tried an antidepressant on Tuesday. BIG mistake for me. I'm sensitive to stuff like this and it really threw me. Within 3 hours of the first pill, I was trembling, heart palpitations, feeling really really bad. This is my third go at ADs, not ever going to touch them again. I had to have the day off work on Wednesday and have dragged myself in today, but still feeling v lousy. V fragile.
