just choose, for my family and my well being to believe that she's telling me the truth. Right now, at least, it's the only way I've been able to cope and GAL.
I had those blinders on, too. It's easier to not want to see things than deal with them.
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Normally this would upset me. But I don't feel upset right now. And I don't think I will get upset. I can't control what she does Who she's with or where she goes. All I can do is be the best I can be for me and my kids and try to show her through my actions, accomplishments and being the "lighthouse" that this is where she belongs.
Very, very good to hear. You are doing better than you think, my friend.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
