I got a few different versions as well. You're the best husband and I love you. I always wanted out of this marriage. You're controlling, I hate you and I can't trust you. My infatuation makes me feel like I've bit hit by a truck and I want to feel that forever. My infatuation may have been a fantasy, I'm getting over it but not entirely.
I have no wisdom for you. Just sympathy.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final