Wow, brave, humble, honest! I've thought many of these things, but haven't had the discipline to write them down. Step 1 of every 12 step program is admitting you have a problem. I congratulate you. You are inspiring to me. You are a real...Superman!
So, assume you didn't see things this way before BD, right? You thought everything was fine? Since you've gained this perspective, how many of these thoughts have you ever shared with your W (not saying that you should or shouldn't have)? If you haven't, when, if ever, is it appropriate to share them?
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
