Journey to the D

[Tofbrks]

Jeep you'll be proud of me .. chatty woman and I are going out on the next kid free weekend (on my end ... her x is a winner and lives 2k away). Even talkkescabout vday .. hooters is giving away free wings if you bring a pic of your x in a shred it. But I hate hooters wings they suck. She said we should go.. eat wings and drink beer!

Still not sure I feel anything for her other than a friendship.. looks wise she's not my type but trying to keep an open mind. The convo is great so it keeps me intrigued , if that can be built upon.

Really pondering lately the big question ... why did this happen? Know I will never get a good answer from her ... so I don't even entertain the thought of asking. But I'm a fixer and to prevent it from happening again I'll reason that I need to know what happened to my M.... but know i never will. So this is part of my journey, I need to lay this down and move on... perhaps make up a good reason to tell my mind and move forward.