Hahaha... salute? Fist bump? I look forward to hearing your answers. I'm better at asking questions than answering them at this point.

My heart broke reading your story. You are a good writer! Keep posting as it really does force you to crystallize your thoughts and for me, it's that process which calms my mind and let's me process them and let go of them.

My favorite sleeping tactics? I'm not a big drinker but a whiskey before bed does wonders and is safer than sleeping pills. And when I wake up spinning with thoughts in the middle of the night? I have a prayer that I repeat over and over again until I fal back asleep and if that takes a long time, at least I've prayed a lot!


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving