She moved out, filed, but I'm still working Pt. 5

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mirage and Cali...I am trying to come to grips with it all. She is a cradle Catholic and claims to have so many strong views on her beliefs. We were asked to assist in teaching in a confirmation class. During the classes they discuss all of the Holy sacraments of the church. She believes that they are all sacred, but that whole Marriage one is not as important. Maybe she can look at the Ten Commandments and pick and choose those as well. Just Kidding...Kind of.

I realize that I have no control over her or her decisions.
I know that we all only answer to one true God for all of our life decisions.
I know what kind of man I want to be.
I'm worried about what my kids will learn by her decisions...I hope they will learn more from me on how to stand for your M and your beliefs.

I have read AmyC's posts and they truly hit home. I can only hope and pray that at some point in her journey she is touched by His Word and spirit. Until then, I'm battling with the anger vs sadness thing within myself.

I don't try to sound self-righteous as I know that I fight daily to ask for forgiveness of my own sins. At this point I can only pray for her to find the peace she desires.