JRuss, I’m totally with you. Especially since my W constantly uses her iPhone calendar, I find it very hard to believe she invited me on accident. You’re right, I didn’t get sucked into a downward spiral because of all the great things going on in my life. It’s a great feeling. However I am cautious, is this happiness too good to be true? I don’t see your reply as cynical, more like… we know these women and we unfortunately know what they’re capable of now. I appreciate your feedback!!!!
Blu, thank you for your input. While I do see someone making a mistake, I have very big doubts of my W. Yes, I cannot control her. I won’t let her drag me into these silly and pointless game playing texts. I can see your point in this is how detachment starts. It’s a great feeling. Especially because from what you said, and what Jruss pointed out, that I wasn’t sucked into a downward spiral because of all the great things going on in my life and my support system. Which you are all included in of course!
Fighting, thank you for dropping by, I’m going to gander at your thread. And thank you for the words of encouragement!
Quick update, no word from the WW. I think we last texted briefly on Thursday, W needed my school tax forms and told me to get it from my Had a great weekend, though the wrong team won the Super Bowl I had a good time. I continue to push forward and its a great feeling. I feel happy, genuinely happy. My confidence, my school, my running, my support system, everything in my life is where it needs to be. Still the same question rattles my brain. WHY do I still miss my W like crazy? Why do I still want her back? Will more time be the cure to this?
