I am probably just more comfortable within myself those days. Some days I just seem to be more emotional than others. I'm not really sure why, I wish I could identify the reason. My guess is going to be my self talk.
I notice that CHL is keeping on you right now.
I wish he could see that I am really, really trying right now.
I know there are still emotional breakthroughs but nothing like before and with all the extra stress of sick dogs, losing Jonah, now sick horse, divorce close I am managing as best as I can. I really try to talk to myself and catch my self talk and I find myself doing it and talking back to it a lot anymore. It really is starting to become a habit.
I hope his horse gets ok but what she possibly has is neurological and depending on severity she may need to be put down.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
