She moved out, filed, but I'm still working Pt. 5

[SBJ]

Kaizen...things in life change daily. I feel that my W is worth standing for. My faith tells me that I made a covenant with her and with God and I take this seriously. I cannot change what she feels, but I do believe that she is lost at the moment. She claims to be a devout Christian, but seems that she picks and chooses what she wants to believe in. I guess, as humans, we all do that at times, but I really thought she was like me in our views of the longevity and commitment of marriage.

I'm coming to grips with the fact that she wants to finalize the D and she also wants to date other people. I'm not sure if she is in another relationship right now, but it wouldn't surprise me due to everything I've read on these boards. I'm trying to "Let go and let God" take things from here. I am focusing on me and on my kids, while still loving her unconditionally.