I did get the hint he does have a desire to have children from his sis. There is no genetic disease in his family, his sister has a happy healthy baby boy. I am just about sure he wants kids of his own. But..... I'd probably say yes if he asked me out. But no one has asked me out...... so no worries. But he did ask on facebook why I didn't invite him over to try the beef brisket I made.... Is that flirting? Haha, I am so dumb with this stuff! The other guy is so nice, but I would feel awful saying yes after she got turned down. His wife jumped off the GW bridge 3 years ago and I think he is still dealing with that anyways.......
It's weird. I have been accepting that there may be people we want to be with so badly, but there really are reasons we just can't be. Like if you fell for a married man. You have to have the willpower and integrity to know no matter how much you must care for them, you can't be with them and it hurts but it's just too bad. I stop myself everyday from telling my exbf that I miss him. Not to get back with him, because I know we can't be together, but I just want to tell him I miss him. But I won't.
Anywho, the kid is indeed sick, they had to take her home at half time. he got his mom to stay with her. he did say he would come home and take her to the doctor if she got worse. I think someone in his family might have given him the nudge that he has responsibility to care for our daughter rather than just play too. She just face-times me and she looks miserable. My poor baby.
Today I took so many bags to work, I forgot my actual purse. I only realized this as I ordered my stuff it he drive-thru in startbucks. I told the guy to forget my order, but he gave it me anyways. There are good people left in the world.
