hahahaha lol. One of the values of this board is the input I have received from women here as they have given me insight into my W's perspective on my situation. If I can do the same for you, great. Based upon what you've said, it's clear he hasn't given up on having. R with you. I think that makes your situations one of the more hopeful ones around here. I think some focus and work on you is needed. Why is your H the target of your anger? What was/is your R with your father? What about with other men? Do you also argue with women? If so, maybe you just have communication issues. How does your mother express her anger and fight? Are you angry about other issues in your life? Are you happy with your appearance, aging, your intellectual and professional goals? Your religious and social life?
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving