" he is s great person but need to figure out his way and go through his journey be it with us or not."
" I have been a coward earlier not saying my mind feeling things will break down as if I have anything "
Those 2 quotes stand out to me.. I' ve been reading your story from day 1 and I have not seen his contribution as a father nor husband. MLC? Maybe. But you have realised that you do not have much to lose since you do not have much with him to begin with.
To me, a father is not a text on the phone.. A father is active in a child' s life. ( unless he is in the army and has no choice ). A husband is a partner.. Support you ( I am not talking money ), encourage you, takes part in decisions, communicate, show love, affection, caring.... You have shown these things towards him.. Have you got any of it back? It breaks my heart to see you put yourself through this. Unless HE COMES FORWARD, you are on your own. He might be a wonderful man but he needs to step up to the plate,, Will he?? When?? What is he never does?? Then what??
