Hi Pam -

I noticed also that you used the word "hateful" for your conversation this morning. It certainly wasn't that. He was just frustrated.

I know this is a REALLY hard time for you - I hope that if the D does have to happen, that it will be a big weight off your shoulders afterwards. I prefer to see it NOT happen, but you need to really start thinking about YOU and maybe that won't happen until this is all tied up.