Am I in withdrawal ... will he ever wake up

[Lana_71]

Hello ... so I was not ready yesterday to send him a msg but today I was... it started in the morning my youngest sent him a msg and he replied but it seems he didnot have anything to talk to her about so it died some how " you are awesome yeah I am the coolest..." I hope you know what I mean.

On other had I am thinking of the summer and have promised my oldest to visit England and my youngest an iPad based on her year mark in addition to a lot of payments braces, school fees, etc and I don't want to request money . I know it is my right but I don't want that and at the moment will not change my mind . So I decided to go back to my old job out of state and leave kids with mom for a month then they join me and it will be easier since they want to spend some time here and we can travel and do our shopping during that time. So I wrote an email to u stating what I plan to do to cover the cost I have . In the email I said I am telling you this because I will be leaving kids with mom in may , I am planning g summer tickets for better rates if he wants to be included and do that later he doesnot say no body told me. I ended it saying I know he is s great person but need to figure out his way and go through his journey be it with us or not.

I have been a coward earlier not saying my mind feeling things will break down as if I have anything ...just some stupid imagination I guess ... anyway i feel he need to know what I am thinking and up to him to decide if he wants to say something or not.