So, my ex is a dimwad, as you all know. My D had only been with her dad for one night out of almost 2 weeks. She was missing him and as usual, they were occupied with seeing his whole family. But she called me 2 hours after she left hysterically crying that she wanted me and she missed me. She just wasn't used to be away form me. She calls me yesterday morning saying her throat and chest hurt, but they still ran her around all over. Tonight they are supposed ot be going to a superbowl party at his sisters where her young kids are. I am doing nothing for the superbowl because I don't like football, have a paper to write, and things to get done. So apparently, she still isn't feeling well, and he wants me to take her.
She's my daughter and of course I will. But what should a good dad do on his weekend? Yes, skip the party and stay home with her. Bu nothing, and I mean nothing has ever gotten in the way of the ex's social plans. he did this to me a few easters ago. I cancelled my plans so he could put his sisters kids first. When we were married and my mom tried ot kill herself, he wouldn't drive me up to go see her because he was going out with his buddies that night. When I had the norovirus and out baby was 4 months old and I was dying, he didn't stay home because he had a bachelor party. You get the idea. His lack of actually parenting pisses me off. She's nothing more than an accessory to him to bring to parties and stuff. His selfishness is something that will never change.
just had to vent that.
And some thought I might share. I have a crush on 2 guys at the gym, but I can't be with either of them. They might actually like me too. One of them my friend at the gym likes, she asked him out, he turned her down. So that's a no fly zone. The other is my instructors 28 year old brother. He takes our classes. He is so adorable, a fire fighter, and you know that he is just a good soul. The age gap isn't why it's a no. It's a no because this man needs to have kids one day because he will make the best father ever. And I am done with having kids. Being that I am now done with having kids, my very small dating pool has shrunk even more.
My life has been a series of men I can't be with for one reason or another. And it stinks. But I am sure there is a reason behind it.
ON a good note, I ran my race in pretty good time for not running in almost a year and not since foot surgery, and in the 20 degree weather. I ran the whole thing too. I am in pain today, but it was worth it. Had a great time drinking every kind of beer there is last night. Today I sit in a café to write my last paper for this class. Then 2 weeks off, yay!
Life is rather smooth. Besides my ex being a douchenugget, which is also nothing new, my life is drama-free and pretty good.
