Small update. Yesterday I got an iPhone calendar invite from my W for our D’s parent teacher conference in a couple of weeks. After my head stopped spinning I replied with -thank you for the invite is there anything I should know before I meet you there? W- it was an accident. W- I cancelled the invite W- sorry First of all, that’s bs cus if any of you have an iPhone you’ll know to send a calendar invite it takes a few clicks and stuff to send it to a specific person. I never replied. Nothing to say, can’t say “ok” cus its not ok. I don’t accept her “sorry”. Well I didn’t loose my sh!t. I reminded myself that nothing changes and brushed it off. Second, she never cancelled my invite, you get a notification the other person cancelled it. Not that it matters. Later that night W forwarded me an email from the animal hospital our cat used to go to, it’s a happy birthday email for the cat. I know his birthday is coming up in a couple weeks. Anyway I didn’t reply. Nothing to say. I’m just over this crap. I miss and I would love to have her recommit to our M and work on us. I don’t see that happening.
The more time that passes the happier I am alone. I’m enjoying my late 20s. I signed up for a 10k in a couple weeks, it happens to land on my 10k training day for my half so its perfect. Training for my half is going really well. 2nd week is almost over. Every time I get out there I am reminded of how strong and how far I’ve come. It’s a pretty amazing feeling. Had an “I love this” moment last weekend. RBF was cooking and watching our girls, Roommate and myself had just come back from a run and it was so homey. I was filled with joy. I pointed it out to them and thanked them for their continued love and support. Doing many things as a “family” had a couple of movie nights since one of the girls was sick. Birthday party of one of the little ones. Dinners and breakfast’s as always. On the co worker side, loving my co workers. Hang out with them, a beer here or there. Snowboarding videos and just relaxing.
