Fg its tuff very tuff,I can't understand what we done,to be put thru this torture and from the love of our life its like living in a nightmare to me,and I can't see me and w ever fixing things,she done to much damage to me I'm 57 now just too old for this crap,I long for the day when it will all be over,
Me 56 w52 M30 years 4x adult kids W dad died/11 W wanted d 03/12 In-house sep 03/12 D 2014 I pushed W Left on 02/16 I pushed Pa on 07/16 Nc after 07/16 W Cakeating 15to16 Me doormat 12to16 Limbo 12to16
