Believe that this depression will pass. It will as long as you don't lose faith that it will. Easier said than done, I know.

And let yourself come back in due time to those little thoughts about the house (or another, if this one doesn't work out) and what your new life might be like, FG. Those thoughts are some of the first tender shoots of healing tentatively poking their head out of the ground. They are in their own way your Soul telling you that your depression will pass, and that the future is worth waiting on.


Me: 46
W: 44
Married: 17
Together 21
D13; S10
BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you)
Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage
Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)