I am absolutely a wreck emotionally today.

My hands are shaking and I can't think straight at all.

I want to start a fight with CHL so bad and am really struggling to keep communication clear and NOT let my emotions dictate the interactions.

I am at least trying to dig into my crazymaking feelings.

It appears I am feeling hurt and ignored. He wants to dump the taxes on me but he has time to go to J's house but not come to our house.


Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"