You wrote, "This woman is my world."

Im not questioning your faith but it worries me that you have revolved around her. Choose something else. Not a persom but work on spirituality.

After ur D, you most likely will cling on to another person and see them as your world.

Get to know yourself. Date yourself. What does JKR like? Build on ur GALs to help build ur self esteem.

M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017