VENTING...Why is it that we can pray for them and their well being, yet still get so frustrated. I have faith that God will take care of what we are going thru, but I question what it is that I am suppose to learn during this trial.
I know that I don't have any control over her, but I guess I am simply hoping that God opens her eyes before we actually have to go thru with the divorce. It is something that I am totally morally against, but again...It takes two to make a M work.
SBJ--I totally related to your frustrated prayers; the below has become my favorite Psalm in this crisis...read it as often as needed...
Psalm 13
1 How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? 2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me? 3 Look on me and answer, Lord my God. Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death, 4 and my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,” and my foes will rejoice when I fall. 5 But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. 6 I will sing the Lord’s praise, for he has been good to me.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving