Oh Gump, I'm so sorry. I know you have been dreading this.
"Today I found myself thinking about all the ways that she and I don't get along at times; I found myself thinking about how great it would be to be with someone more emotionally generous. I found wondering what it'd feel like to be loved again for who I am. Then I thought about how difficult that is, to find someone who loves you just the way you are."
She's out there. When you're ready. When you're in a better place emotionally, you'll find her. Don't settle for less. Hugs, Gump. There's life after this, I'm sure of it.
M:41 H:43 T:26yrs M:19 yrs S:15 D1:14 D2:9 Living together but separated