Well, this is a new/bad development. I thought I created some connection last night but tonight, W was back to not wanting to get too physically close to me. She was willing to talk to me, but didn't look me in the eye and had a hardened look on her face all night. Breathe deeply. Give her space. Take care of the kids. Take care of myself. Pray for our family. Avoid the temptation to mind read.


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving