So i am still in house separation and doing A rubbish job at detaching

I need to find a way to get used to the feeling of being alone,I really have not been able to .get used to this at all and I miss the conversation ...some nights my W sits in her room not wanting to spend time with me then other nights she will watch tv with me which I enjoy we will chat but I always end up feeling low as even tho we talk and interact like friends ...there is no imtamacy as we are separated and it is this interaction and intimacy which I crave from her


Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.