Unfortunately even my wife wants the marriage to work deep deep inside, she is nowhere near to reconcile.
ship has sailed.
as for me , im going to go see a thrapist today, i was already on a diet before hell broke loose so i'll stay on track . and go to the gym. for the time being.
i am doing a no contact thing at the moment where i havent talked to her since she moved out on the 28th january.
she did leave me a farewell letter . unfortunately if i know her well all symptoms point to "her not coming back here ever".
im going to keep doing all of the above till she wants to talk about filing divorce. i wont be contesting a divorce and make it harder for either of us.